. I didn't think I was going to react the way I did but I guess when you lose two grandparents within two months of each other its kinda hard. Sorry to say but I don't think its going to end there because my aunt isn't doing too well. She has terminal cancer and she has cancer cells all over brain where they can't get it. Its make me sad to see her suffer like that because she looks so weak. The only good thing about this is that I know that they aren't alone anymore and they aren't suffering but its still hard. Yesterday I went to my grandparents house and it was so weird being there without either one of them because I have never been there without them. I was so expecting to walk in and see my grandpa sitting in his chair relaxing. So right now we are packing and getting ready to move and I just don't know how to slow down because things aren't going to slow down anytime soon. I want to thank everyone that supported us and had faith in us. Its just time for a change in location because I feel like so many things are changing right now that we just have to go with the flow and go with the change. I don't know if I am ready for change but ready or not here it comes!
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Things are changing
I decided to update this since I haven't in a while. Things have been quite busy in our household lately. I haven't had a chance to sit down and relax. The weekend before the 24th me and Rocky got sick with the 24 hour stomach flu and that was draining, I have to say. Good thing it was only 24 hours and Brody didn't get it. I am glad that we got over it, the only thing I have is a cold that I am trying to get over. All I have left is a cough that seems to not want to go away. Lately we have been looking at trailers and we have good news we are moving! Last Thursday we turned the papers in and got approved Monday. All we have to do now is pay the deposit and we are going to do that the 6th and since we won't be able to pay the first month's rent until September we have to stay with Chris' parents for a month. I really don't like the idea of that but we have no choice if we want to save on money. Its seems to good to be true for me because we have been let down so many times but its happening I think way too fast though. Because the day after we turned in the papers my grandpa died, it was really hard on me
. I didn't think I was going to react the way I did but I guess when you lose two grandparents within two months of each other its kinda hard. Sorry to say but I don't think its going to end there because my aunt isn't doing too well. She has terminal cancer and she has cancer cells all over brain where they can't get it. Its make me sad to see her suffer like that because she looks so weak. The only good thing about this is that I know that they aren't alone anymore and they aren't suffering but its still hard. Yesterday I went to my grandparents house and it was so weird being there without either one of them because I have never been there without them. I was so expecting to walk in and see my grandpa sitting in his chair relaxing. So right now we are packing and getting ready to move and I just don't know how to slow down because things aren't going to slow down anytime soon. I want to thank everyone that supported us and had faith in us. Its just time for a change in location because I feel like so many things are changing right now that we just have to go with the flow and go with the change. I don't know if I am ready for change but ready or not here it comes!
. I didn't think I was going to react the way I did but I guess when you lose two grandparents within two months of each other its kinda hard. Sorry to say but I don't think its going to end there because my aunt isn't doing too well. She has terminal cancer and she has cancer cells all over brain where they can't get it. Its make me sad to see her suffer like that because she looks so weak. The only good thing about this is that I know that they aren't alone anymore and they aren't suffering but its still hard. Yesterday I went to my grandparents house and it was so weird being there without either one of them because I have never been there without them. I was so expecting to walk in and see my grandpa sitting in his chair relaxing. So right now we are packing and getting ready to move and I just don't know how to slow down because things aren't going to slow down anytime soon. I want to thank everyone that supported us and had faith in us. Its just time for a change in location because I feel like so many things are changing right now that we just have to go with the flow and go with the change. I don't know if I am ready for change but ready or not here it comes!
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