Tuesday, July 12, 2016
Second thoughts
I know that I just started my job at NY and Company but I am having second thoughts about it. I feel like I settled for the first job that offered me a position. I want a change of careers; I am kinda sick and tired of working with clothing. I was thinking of working at a restaurant. I am also scared that I am not going to love another job like I loved Motherhood. It's kinda hard to get away from it when I am just right across from Motherhood and that I see my old manager all the time. I miss working with Jennifer, Mary and Dixie. It's not the same without them. Not only that a lot of my associates at NY and Company are planning on leaving. The lady that originally hired me is leaving in two weeks because her lease is up at Layton Meadows and she can't afford it anymore so she is moving in with her mom in Ogden and she doesn't have a car to get to work. It sucks because since the manager is leaving I don't know if they are going to work with my availability because she is the one that does the schedule so I am scared about that. That is another thing that drives me nuts is I have to drive the managers to the bank to drop off the deposit in the morning which I don't think it's fair. I know that they need a witness when they drop off the deposit but I don't want them to relie on me to drive them. They don't have a car so that is why I have to drive them. And another associate is leaving; the one that got hire on with me because she is allergic to jeans and can't handle the clothing at our store. The clothing is another thing that drives me nuts. I have to wear their clothing to work. Sometimes I don't have the cash to buy my whole wardrobe from NY and Company. I have been having these thoughts for a while. Does everyone think I am not giving it a chance and jumping to too many conclusions? I admit I was excited at first to get a job and that someone was willing to give me a opportunity and work around my availability but I think that excitement has worn off. I was thinking of staying there until I find a new job but I really hate job hunting again. I just don't know what to do. I don't know how to get rid of these feelings.
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