More thoughts

I decided that I don't love my job at NY and Company and I am trying to find a way out. I don't think it's going to be the same once my ASM leaves (the one that hired me). I think it's already changing because they are already messing around with my schedule which I don't like. Another thing I don't like is that everyday they are changing promos and changing signs and to me that is annoying because it is a bigger store and I remember at Motherhood we only changed the promos once a week or even every two weeks. I went into Motherhood yesterday to ask my old manager a question because I am still getting insurance information in the mail from Motherhood and I just think that is weird since I haven't been with the company since February well she goes on to tell me that Motherhood is looking for a MSC (someone that does floorset) at the Macy's in Layton Hills Mall. They used to have more than one lease location and now they only have Macy's. And every since she told me about it last night I couldn't stop thinking about it. I am the type of person that believe that everything happens for a reason and that was a reason why I went in there. She was telling me about it and I feel like this would be a perfect position for me. I make my own hours and it's 3 days a week/3 hours a day and I get paid more than what I am getting paid now. I can't beat that. I am really considering it. I was kinda considering the position when I was working for the company because it pays more but they just had way too many locations to go to that I think it would of been kind overwhelming. I think I have some thinking to do. I really don't want to go back to the company but I really don't want to stay with NY and Company.

Second thoughts

I know that I just started my job at NY and Company but I am having second thoughts about it. I feel like I settled for the first job that offered me a position. I want a change of careers; I am kinda sick and tired of working with clothing. I was thinking of working at a restaurant. I am also scared that I am not going to love another job like I loved Motherhood. It's kinda hard to get away from it when I am just right across from Motherhood and that I see my old manager all the time. I miss working with Jennifer, Mary and Dixie. It's not the same without them. Not only that a lot of my associates at NY and Company are planning on leaving. The lady that originally hired me is leaving in two weeks because her lease is up at Layton Meadows and she can't afford it anymore so she is moving in with her mom in Ogden and she doesn't have a car to get to work. It sucks because since the manager is leaving I don't know if they are going to work with my availability because she is the one that does the schedule so I am scared about that.  That is another thing that drives me nuts is I have to drive the managers to the bank to drop off the deposit in the morning which I don't think it's fair. I know that they need a witness when they drop off the deposit but I don't want them to relie on me to drive them. They don't have a car so that is why I have to drive them. And another associate is leaving; the one that got hire on with me because she is allergic to jeans and can't handle the clothing at our store. The clothing is another thing that drives me nuts. I have to wear their clothing to work. Sometimes I don't have the cash to buy my whole wardrobe from NY and Company. I have been having these thoughts for a while. Does everyone think I am not giving it a chance and jumping to too many conclusions? I admit I was excited at first to get a job and that someone was willing to give me a opportunity and work around my availability but I think that excitement has worn off. I was thinking of staying there until I find a new job but I really hate job hunting again. I just don't know what to do. I don't know how to get rid of these feelings.