How things are going for us

I don't usually talk on here about our financial problems because I feel like that is me and Chris' business but right now I feel like this is all that I got and I don't know who else to turn to and we are running out of ideas. Sometimes I hate adulting and just want to be a kid sometimes, because it's hard I am not going to lie and right now me and Chris are stuck. Whenever you are backed up in bills and keep pushing bills back and you keep getting overdrawn and keep getting overdrawn than you had a hard time getting back on track. Last payday was a good payday and not a so good payday. We were already overdrawn in our account but we knew that bills had to be paid. I know that we had to play catch up but for what price? It made us even more overdrawn to the point that we aren't going to be able to pay rent or all the other bills that we need to this coming payday. Me and Chris are always thinking about our kids and others and even though we didn't have the money last payday we bought each of the kids new sandles and father's day gifts. We knew that we were going to be overdrawn but we had to do what we had to do. Right now on top of bills that need to get paid I need new clothes and so does Chris. We don't even have the money to do that. I haven't even received my mother's day gift. I know I am probably just complaining on here but we have no one else to turn to and have racked our brains over and over again and we just don't know how we are going to survive this payday and me and Chris are scared. I think he is more scared than I am. I am just taking as it comes and taking it day by day and that is all that we can do. I don't even know how we got in this mess. It's weird because things were so good in March when we all went to Vegas; because we could afford it at the time and now things are a lot different than 3 months ago and it just blows my mind. Why I am writing all of this down because just in case someone has an idea or can help us in anyway. I hate to ask for help; I usually never ask for help. Usually me and Chris do things and handle things on our own but now I think it's time to ask for help. And sometimes asking for help isn't a bad thing. Sometimes you need to do it.

Sienna turns 5!!

This sweet girl turned 5 today!! She is such a girly girl and loves school. She is definitely my social butterfly because she has so many friends. She is getting into boys already. There is this one boy Easton that has her heart. She is such a great big sister to her baby sister; she loves having a baby sister. She thinks her middle name is monkey butt because her daddy calls her monkey butt. She likes the nickname monkey butt. She is for sure a princess and she knows it. She is always going to hold a special place in my heart because she is my first girl! We love you Sienna Jeanne and Happy birthday!!

This little girl spent her birthday at boondocks. It's always a tradition to go to boondocks for each of the kids birthdays. They always have fun here. She got a crown, and a bracelet. Rocky was wondering why he didn't get either one on his birthday and I had to tell him that he is too old because it said for kids 8 years and younger. He is just getting so big! Brody is getting too big as well because when we were on the horses farris wheel Brody weighted too much because it wouldn't go lol and then we went to the play area and he is too tall for that as well. I just told the boys that they are just getting too big for these things which is sad but it what it is. If I had it my way my kids would never grow up because it is a trap lol.